my equation is one gain to two losses

my equation is one gain to two losses !

&

unbelievables do happen

before my stunned gaze!

the bubbles of dreams of yesterdays

yes,they are buds of reality now !

i ask myself million times

' is it true ? am i awake and conscious ?

there can no more be disbelief--

two valiant silences tear away the mighty egos

and coo a melody of affection-

how could it be ?

' excuse me ; i have done you wrong all along'--

'o no..i have nothing in my mind '-

there is no hand shakes

but embrace of hearts in heavy silence!

no postmortems needed;

we are alive to love and affection;

we are no more in mortuary of hatred-

soft peace settles gracefully on my soul.

i salute god for the blessing

but god wears a mischievious smile

your equation is to be ever

one gain equals two losses-

yes ,the shocks of two bang on my heart !

i wither again in pain and grief

and say, 'everything must have a meaning

beyond the confines of my knowledge!'

o god when can my equation be

one loss to one gain?

-----s.chandra kalaadhar